| Text Name | kādambarī |
| Transcribed by | students of the Institute of Indian Studies, Faculty of Arts, Charles University, Prague. |
| Proofread by | students of the Institute of Indian Studies, Faculty of Arts, Charles University, Prague. |
| Notes | ... |
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| kad pb1.1105 | muktaikatārākrandā sarastīralatāsaktitruṭyamānāṃśukottarīyā yathāśaktitvaritairajñātasamaviṣamabhūmibhāgavinyastaiḥ pādaprakṣepaiḥ praskhalantī pade pade, kenāpyutkṣipya nīyamāneva taṃ pradeśaṃ gatvā, sarastīrasamīpavattini śiśiraśīkarāsārasrāviṇi śamimaṇiśilātale viracitaṃ kumudakuvalayakamalavividhavanakusumasukumāra mṛṇālamayaṃ kusumaśarasāyakamayamiva śayanamadhiśayānam, atiniṣpandatayā matpadaśabdamivākarṇayantam, antaḥkopaśamitamadanasantāpatayā tatkṣaṇalabdhasukhaprasuptamiva, manaḥkṣābhaprāyaścittaprāṇāyāmāvasthitamiva, atiprasphuritaprabheṇa 'tvatkṛte mameyamavasthe'ti kathayantamivādhareṇa, indudveṣaparivarttitadehatayā pṛṣṭhabhāganipatitairmadanadahanavihvalahṛdayanyastahastanakhamayūkhacchalanacchidritamiva śaśikiraṇaiḥ, ucchuṣkapāṇḍurayā svavināśotpannayā madanacandrakalayeva candanalekhikayā racitalalāṭikam, 'mattaḥ priyataraḥ tavāparo jano jātaḥ' iti kupiteneva jīvitena parityaktam, manmathavyathayā sahaitānasūn svayamivotsṛjya niścetanatāsukham anubhavantam, anaṅgayogavidyāmiva dhyāyantam, apūrvaprāṇāyāmamivābhyasyantam, upapāditāsmadāgamanena praṇayādivāpahṛtaprāṇapūrṇapātramanaṅgena, racitacandanalalāṭikātripuṇḍrakam, dhṛtasarasabisasūtrayajñopavītam, aṃsāvasaktakadalīgarbhapatracārucīrama, ekāvalīviśālākṣamālam, aviralāmalakarpūrakṣodabhasmadhavalam, ābaddhamṛṇālavalayarakṣāpratisaramanoharam, manobhavavrataveśamāsthāya matsamāgamamantramiva sādhayantam, aviratarodanātāmreṇa aśrukṣayāt āgatarudhireṇeva madanaśaraśalyavedanā kūṇitatribhāgeṇa 'kaṭhinahṛdaye! darśanamātrakeṇāpi na punaranugṛhīto'yamanugato janaḥ' iti sapraṇayaṃ māmupalabhamānamiva cakṣuṣā, kiñcidvivṛtādharatayā jīvitamapaharttuṃantaḥpraviṣṭairivendukiraṇainirgacchadbhirdaśanāṃśubhirdhavalitapurobhāgam, manmathavyathayā vighaṭamānahṛdayanihitena vāmapāṇinā 'prasīda, prāṇaiḥ samaṃ prāṇasame! na gantavyam' iti hṛdayasthitāṃ māmiva dhārayantam, itareṇa ca nakhamayūkhadanturatayā candanamiva sravatottānīkṛtena candrātapamiva nivārayantam, antikasthitena ca acirodgatajīvitamārgemivodgrīveṇa vilokayatā tapaḥsuhṛdā kamaṇḍalunā samupetam, kaṇṭhābharaṇīkṛtena ca mṛṇālavalayena rajanīkarakiraṇapāśeneva saṃyamya lokāntaramupanīyamānam kapiñjalena maddarśanāt, 'abrahmaṇyam' ityūrdhvahastena dviguṇībhūtabāṣpodgamenākrośatā kaṇṭhe pariṣvaktam, tatkṣaṇavigatajīvitaṃ tamahaṃ pāpakāriṇī mandabhāgyā mahābhāgamadrākṣam / | | kad pb1.1106 | udbhūtamūrcchāndhakārā ca pātālatalamivāvatīrṇā tadā kvāhamagamam, kimakaravam, kiṃ vyalapam iti sarvameva nājñāsiṣam / | | kad pb1.1107 | asavaśca me tasmin kṣaṇe kimatikaṭhinatayā asya mūḍhahṛdayasya, kimanekaduḥkhasahasrasahiṣṇutayā hataśarīrakasya, kiṃ vihitatayā dīrghaśokasya, kiṃ bhājanatayā janmāntaropāttasya duṣkṛtasya, kiṃ duḥkhadānanipuṇatayā dagdhadaivasya, kimekāntavāmatayā durātmano manmathahatakasya, kena hetunā nodgacchanti sma tadapi na jñātavatī kevalamaticirāllabdhacetanā duḥkhabhāginī vahnāviva patitamasahyaśokadahyamānamātmānamavanau viceṣṭamānamapaśyam / |
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